
Recently I've been travelling and out of town since
October 6th. I've been home only 11-days over the last 9-weeks. I didn't
realize that until I checked the calendar today and did the math.
Lots happened within that time frame.
To put it in perspective, I was in not great shape
and signed up for Ironman Cozumel 12-weeks ago and somehow I managed to still
get in enough training to finish it while maintaining a busy work and travel
schedule.
Most of my serious training happened 6-weeks before
the race I went from out of shape, to 30-days stationed out of a Scottsdale
Condo where I trained 83 hours, did over 1500 km / 900 miles of swim, bike,
run, ate like a champion and managed to pull off getting in shape for a
respectable 11 hour 18 minute finish Ironman in Cozumel. I went from 0 –
100 mph of fitness in 30 days.
It’s now time to reflect.
I'm done and the race is over. It's now technically
of the off-season. The difference is this off-season I want to maintain the
gains I made over the past 7-weeks. I need it both physically and mentally. I
also want to lose an additional 7 – 10 lbs during this period.
Physically it speaks for itself. I want to keep as
close to peak fitness and ideal weight as possible so when I start training
hard for my next Ironman I won’t be starting from zero with lots of extra
weight I need to eliminate.
Mentally I need to stay fit to keep my outlook
positive and productive. There is nothing worse than being out of shape and
overweight to deflate your attitude and confidence. When you feel good about
yourself you feel good about most all things and can manage stress so much more
effectively.
Getting over the finish at Ironman Cozumel was a
major accomplishment on many levels. One of the levels was just signing up motivated
me to train and reverse the fitness loss and weight gain from the last two
years.
My life over the past two years has been primarily
work focused. When you launch a start up division you are constantly
understaffed, creating infrastructure and establishing policy. It’s one
decision or one problem that needs to be addressed after another.
Luckily in my case I’ve loved every minute of it,
that’s been part of my problem. All my past work and business experience
history has been put to the test and my team and I have moved mountains. We
have now got the plane off the ground and it’s climbing rapidly which causes
more hard work to manage the growth.
It’s a great feeling see something evolve from nothing
to something substantial so quickly. I’ve been lucky, I love it and it’s been
FUN!!! I love the people I’m working with and love what I’m doing and nothing
is more fun than winning and achieving financial targets and goals.
Having work fun is part of the problem. I lost my
work, life and training balance. I gained almost 20 lbs. I went from training
15 – 20 hours per week to 5 – 8 per week on a good week, some weeks none. I
started feeling lousy.
It’s even worse when you’ve been extremely fit and
you compare it to your current poor fitness and health state. Had I never been
extremely fit, it wouldn’t be much difference and not bothered me near as much
I’m sure.
I made a commitment to myself that after June of
this year I was going to get back into shape and get balance back into my life.
I had enough. I NEEDED IT.
To motivate me I signed up for Ironman Mont Tremblant
(IMMT) and for 8-weeks did some good training. Losing weight and gaining
fitness before a pelvis injury stopped me from running and I started slipping
back to nothing but work focus.
I ended up missing IMMT due to travel scheduling
not allowing myself enough time to get to registration line in time. It was
probably best, as racing may have caused even bigger pelvis injury problem.
After IMMT I knew I needed to do an Ironman before
the end of the year to get me training to feel better about myself both
physically and mentally. Signing up for an Ironman is also the greatest
motivator…you HAVE to be properly trained to do it or you will pay a harsh and
painful price. So I signed up for Ironman Cozumel 12 weeks before the race.
Best part in signing up was I was motived to get
back into Ironman shape quickly, finish IMCZ and in the process got my old self
back.
In the process I was lucky enough to experience how
you can go from incredible world class Kona qualifier shape to slow over weight
age grouper in less than 18-months and then be able to reverse it relatively
quickly.
What I learnt was it doesn’t matter who you are,
you either use it or lose it.
Prior to starting my new job I trained
approximately 60 hours per month for about 4-years. It took about 4-weeks of
inactivity for me to start losing many of those gains. It wasn’t fair. It would
have been awesome if it took 4-years to lose it all. That definitely would have
been fair.
In 8-weeks of greatly reduced activity and poor
diet you start losing all your muscle. At first the scale is the same weight
and you still feel good about yourself but it’s deceiving. The scale is the
same weight but you are losing muscle and it’s being replaced with fat.
Then one day when your muscle has lost as much as
it can and it’s been replaced with fat then the weight gain begins. Now you
start gaining more fat weight. Your body goes from hard to soft. That’s when
the panic sets in.
Eventually you get to a stage that you are ready to
reverse it and shortly after training you start gaining more weight from
gaining muscle weight. Further pushing the weight up on the scale and mentally
driving yourself into a negative place of despair.
Here is where the mental fortitude comes in you
need to push through that wall of despair. You have to have faith you can get
back by staying the course. I’m not going to lie. It’s incredibly tough.
I tried and tried to break through that wall since
June and I kept falling back into my old ways of poor eating and inconsistent
training.
Eventually I got scared. Because I signed up for
Ironman Cozumel and knew I had to be ready or suffer big time. I needed to do
something drastic.
Some fat people pay to go to fat farms. Some
alcoholics pay to go to rehab. I decided to create my own health and training
farm and do it on my own. It was a work-train-cation.
From any possible location in the Southern states I
shortlisted it to about 5, eventually deciding on Scottsdale. Within 5-days of
making the commitment to do a “Training Payne Work-Train-Cation” I had a condo
rented and was in Scottsdale.
The complete change of venue and lifestyle in
Scottsdale was a big kick-start by breaking all the environmental bad habits, like
snacking, or not training consistently due to bad weather, or getting trapped
into the overworking routine. It was a “cold turkey” lifestyle change.
It started with buying only healthy foods, no junk
food and creating a new routine.
In my case although I was living in a PST time zone
I worked in my normal EST time zone. I changed every clock in the condo to EST.
It was easier for me to get up at 7 am EST than knowing I was really getting up
at 4 am PST. Even my phone and laptop was set to EST.
Then at 5 pm EST or 2 pm PST I trained. It was warm
out and there was sunlight until near 6 pm PST. That gave me 4 hours of
Sunshine to train in and some mornings before 8 am EST I’d do weight and swim
workouts. The weather being 85 – 90 F everyday with blue skies added to making
it a great training environment.
It felt like the movie “Ground Hog Day”. It was a new
routine and everyday felt like the previous day. Even weekends were Ground Hog
Day with long ride rides on Saturday and long runs on Sunday. I had no time but
to work, train and eat healthy.
This was my routine…
· Wake up
· Get to
the gym for early morning workout.
· Work
8-hours sitting out on the deck with my laptop and phone conducting business.
· Personally
preparing most all meals and eat only healthy foods. Only snack was Air Popped
Popcorn with Coconut Oil. Rarely going out to a restraunt.
· Train –
mostly two sessions a day.
· Have
Supplements and Whey Protein after ever training session.
· Come home
– Eat dinner.
· Call home
to see how the family was doing
· Do a
little bit more work or watch a small amount of TV.
· Go to bed
– Take Casin Protein before bed.
· Repeat for
30-days completing 83 hours of training.
That was my magic routine formula.
In the process I gained about 5 or more pounds of
muscle. Went from a possible DNF at Ironman Cozumel, to a respectable 11-hour
finish that I raced comfortably.
The first 2 weeks were not easy. I gained weight
and it was easy to get deflated. But seeing the muscle gains in the mirror and seeing
my stomach getting flatter and my clothing feeling looser kept me mentally
positive.
I started at 197 lbs, quickly went up to 200.8 lbs
and then by week three I started dropping weight rapidly and got down to 192
lbs. That was 192 lbs of weight loss with muscle gain. It looks much different
than being192 lbs of non-muscle.
So here I am. What did I learn?
I learned that I worked extremely, extremely hard
to reverse the process. It was far from easy. It was harder than doing the
Ironman itself.
I learned that taking your self out of your regular
routine and environment makes it easier to change cold turkey, to refocus and
keep focused.
I learned that it was so hard to reverse that I
don’t want to have to suffer through that pain again. That it would be much
less painful to maintain than it would be to reverse.
I learned that even though you lose your fitness
and muscle quickly your muscle has muscle memory that can jump back to your near
past levels of fitness much more rapidly than it originally took to get there
in the first place.
I learned that whey protein, supplements and vitamins
are critical to recovery and rapid gains.
I learned that when you eat healthy, sleep well,
get massages, and take supplements that your body recovers much faster.
I learned that faster recovery makes provides more
rapid gains.
I learned that weight training and stretching is
critical to muscle gains and flexibility that reduce likelihood of injury.
Now you might say “Durrrrr…everything you learned
is common sense. It’s a no brainer” and yes academically you’d be right. I
academically knew that before as well. I’d give it out as advice to others.
BUT I’ve taken it one level up in the learning
scale.
I EMOTIONALLY learned this through my 30-day Scottsdale
experience. I felt those lessons at my core.
They are no longer theory in my mind they are
etched into my soul. So much so that I don’t want to have to go through that painful
process again to reverse my fitness and health, it hurt way too much.
I had a similar past emotionally learning experience.
In 1993 I did Ironman Canada with virtually NO
training. Maybe 4-weeks, 6 hours a week and my longest ride was 70 miles. I
managed to finish in a surprising 14 hours but the level of pain I felt was
beyond comprehension. It was something I vowed I’d never put myself through
again and I didn’t. I actually vowed NEVER to do another Ironman again!
After a 16-year Ironman layoff something changed
and I signed up and did my first comeback Ironman in 2008 and I trained
properly. I didn’t miss workouts. I trained for 20-weeks, near 20 hours a week.
I did it right.
I was extremely motivated to do it right because I
vividly remembered the pain I suffered 16-years earlier finishing Ironman Canada.
That’s why I did the 30-day Scottsdale training camp. It was part of my Ironman
pain management plan.
Now I feel the same way about not ever wanting to
have to reverse my fitness and weight from one extreme to another ever again. It’s
too painful to think of being able to go through this again.
So that was how I made the journey from Ironman
Lake Placid Kona Qualifier 10:20 shape to a respectable 11:18 Ironman Cozumel
finish.
More importantly, that’s how I went from being
motivated to train and eat healthy on a level of understanding I’ve never
experienced before.
I’ve grown in wisdom.
Long time no read. So nice to read your blogs again and get motivated.
ReplyDeleteCongrats on the comeback! Very impressive.
ReplyDeleteThanks P-man.
ReplyDeleteThanks M.
I am terrified of taking 2 days off.
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